But here is my question to you... and to me... who was God mad at? Was it those who loved Him or those who hated Him? And if God is really mad and vengeful, would He really have sent His son Jesus to open the door to Himself and to Heaven for the entire world?
It is through Jesus that we have direct access to our Creator. Jesus bore everything for us! All our sin, our shame, our regrets, our hopes, our dreams - He carries them all and He knows them all!
If, through Old Testament times, God protected, guided and instructed His chosen ones, who with their own choices or freewill could listen, be grateful and go where He told them to (or not - choices)... how much more do you think God is FOR you now, having sent Jesus to open the door for YOU and the entire world?
Embrace the Grace that God has given! There is nothing too big to separate you from Him, thanks to Jesus! Go confidently to Him, with boldness and gratitude, and watch your freedom unfold! <3